Deseo dormido dentro de mi mundo aparentemente vacío parece que mis sueños pierden sentido, siento que todo pierde su propio sentido... mientras tanto tú aún con tus torpes alas sigues avanzando para poder llegar más alto. En dado momento tú te me acercaste, "Hay algo que me falta. Al estar allá arriba no puedo de dejar de pensar que tú también lo puedes lograr. Tú serías una de las más hermosas mariposas estando en el cielo. Acompañame". .
Ahí... una calidez nació dejando de sentir soledad.
I fell on my knees and shouted
As it burned one side of my face
And other parts of my body
He saw me withering in pain
And He Laughed on my agonish and helpless self
Clapped his hand like he won some big award
He ran away from there as I was still shouting my lungs off
After which I became Unconscious and went onto sleep
Mom my face, how will I hide this?
People will call me ugly after seeing this burn mark
"Never hide your scars, Big or small it's your own, they show how strong you are." Beep-Beep rang into my ears
Where am I!? Am I dead?
I opened my eyes with great trouble
My eyesight was blurry
But still with my eyes hazy I could make out that it's a hospital
Why I am here? I am supposed to be on my duty!
I saw my mother's tear striken face and my father's worried self running towards my bed
As she was about to touch or kiss me
My father held her and she started crying loudly on his chest
Still confused I extended my hand to hold my mom
When my hand came in my sight
I became numb and all the events started playing infront my eyes like a movie
Why? How? When?
These Questions rang inside me
I was devasted and tears started flowing without even my knowledge
I Looked at my parents holding each other and looking at me, I wiped my tears and put a determined smile on my face!
Standing in front of a Mirror
I saw my distorted self
It's ugly for the world
But for me these scars are the beauty of my face
My mother put a black spot on my ear
Kissed my cheeks and told me I looked beautiful in the white salwar -kameez
I took her blessings and moved out of my house where my father was waiting for me
I sat in the car to reach my destination
He whispered all the best in my ears and I moved onto the stage!
People were staring at me
They started whispering
Maybe Pitying me or calling me ugly
Taking a Deep breathe
I took the Mike and started speaking
I am here to tell you the story of my life
Everyone must be thinking what happened to my face, why I am not covering it, and some even feeling disgusted from this!
Trust me I used to get scared of myself too at first
I felt horrible standing in front of a mirror
Where a weak, feeble,burned girl looked back at me