Mama’s My Girl!!! Cuteness from @ashkristin! How can I not get baby fever over here. And a bottom of my heart thank you. We experienced our biggest launch to date, and I could just 😭😭😭and squeeze every one of you. Thank you!!!
That's my life right now, just add a cute toddler in the picture.
The laptop that I get to turn on only after my son's asleep for the night.
The sunglasses that hide my dark circles.
The phone which is kinda my best friend these days.
The diary where I'm still writing by hand (have been since 2001).
Oh, and don't forget the international passport which hasn't been used since 2016... but hopefully will be soon enough😉
2 days ago
I SUCK at cleaning consistently. When I clean the house, I make sure to do it well but then I let it go and it gets pretty bad at times, then I start the cycle over again. 🤪 Honestly, one of Will and I’s biggest points of conflict is over the cleanliness of our home. He gets frustrated if it isn’t clean and I get frustrated if i feel like he isn’t acknowledging how hard the days can be with two toddlers and so on. I’ve recently just been praying for more energy to keep up with the cooking and cleaning and God really has allowed me to do more. I’ve kept this baby clean and organized and I plan to continue to do so when Will gets home! I want to love him better and sometimes (most of the time) that means loving him a different way than I prefer. When we refuse to see each others perspective we get into this crazy cycle where we’re miserable and someone has to step up and say ‘I’m going love you regardless of the way I feel you’re loving me’!Sometimes that looks like Will stepping up and sometimes it’s me. Marriage is really tough at times and cleaning sucks ALL THE TIME, but I love Will so ima start (pretending) to love cleaning. 😂 Submission isn’t bad y’all, It’s biblical. 👏🏼❤️ SO GO CLEAN YO HOUSE FOR UR MAN OKUR?
Here I am, no filter. No make up. Hair definitely not brushed, worn out and exhausted. You see, motherhood right now is not how I pictured it. Of course I didn’t expect to get diagnosed with ppd but I also didn’t think it would be THIS hard.
Here I am losing myself as an individual and in turn being known purely as a mom. My whole existence right now is to be mom. Don’t even get me started on the wifely duties cos they just aren’t there anymore.
I always wanted to be a mother, ever since I was little. But holy shit, I have two babies stuck on me all day every day. I get NO break, at all. I stay at home with them. I feel guilty for doing anything remotely known as self care. Embarrassed to admit I haven’t had my eyebrows waxed for about 4 months, the grays keep on accumulating, my back is constantly killing me but yet I won’t allow myself to go get my brows or hair done. The guilt and anxiety have taken over me. It’s debilitating like honestly debilitating.
So if you feel like me please know you’re not alone, I stand alongside you. I don’t know how I’m surviving but I am and you are too ❤️
I really like to keep things as simple as possible. #Orgain is my absolute favorite protein (however, I prefer the chocolate) and it is delicious mixed with almond milk. Paired with my favorite snack of pb&j on a rice cake, my terrible sweet tooth is satisfied! I started fasting this afternoon at 12pm and am shooting for 24 hours. I like to throw a longer fast in at least once a week. My #Ragnar training schedule suggested a 30 minute easy run tonight. I prefer to work out as far into my fasting window as possible and would generally run in the AM a couple of hours before breaking my fast, but lately nighttime runs have fit into my schedule better. #intermittentfasting#intermittentfastingmom#stayathomemom#pictureforprogress
My baby boy, you are growing so fast and furious! ❤ I now understand when people would repeatedly say, "this time goes by so fast and you will miss these years so enjoy it now!" This phase of motherhood has been the HARDEST years of my life but it also has brought me the most growth which I still have a lot more to do. I have been broken down, tested to my limits, but I've also made it through which has taught me that i can accomplish and handle a lot more than i give myself credit. I just hope that I've been all the mama you boys need and more to grow up to be kind, loving, world changing men some day! I love you to the moon and back bubs. ❤❤❤ #momlife#stayathomemom#boymom#lovemyboys#mamabear#4monthsold#amotherslove#staylittle
happy 9 months my beautiful daughter 💕 that means 3 more months for your first birthday. You have shown me how to love a small human being all over again & how I love spending time with you cuddling and hugging you & making you laugh. forever my best friend 👭 so blessed to have a daughter like you even though you look like more like your daddy 😭 can’t wait to watch you grow & help you become an intelligent, kind, happy, helpful, independent little girl ❤️ .
1 day ago
Fun family times in Tennessee!
1 day ago
So lucky to be able to work from anywhere. Especially when your daughter kicks you out of her appt. 😂😂 when did she grow up?
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