Wondering if this is still worth the paper it is printed on. They haven't stopped asking for waynes.....I mean more money....#2a #goa#pro2a
1 week ago
So this is life these past couple of months. “Taking shots” has a whole new meaning with my abdomen as the target and a needle my bullet. In the midst of running a business, working on a film and prepping for my department’s annual firearms qualification, the husband and I were trying to start a family. ❤️ 🙏🏻❤️ .
Due to my age and abnormal hormone levels, we needed to seek the help of a specialist which involved injectable medications. I had saved the Rx vials in hopes of sharing them along with a first ultrasound picture of a sweet baby boy or girl. It would have been an image that marked the beginning of motherhood, something I have longed for my entire life. But after two failed IUI’s, all that remains of these past two months are the reminders of the journey that is still going. Yet within that journey there have been so many opportunities to grow in faith. God is the ultimate storyteller and despite the disappointment that naturally arises, I am so thankful that I have a connection to him even when things are not going according to ‘my plan’. Whatever may come, I must always trust in his ways. .
“I know that you can do all things; no purpose of yours can be thwarted”- Job 42:2
We can be sorrowful in what is not or be joyous in what is. We learn in the story of Job that praising God even when our hearts may be temporarily broken is the deepest expression of faith. Truth is, life is a beautiful gift whether it’s our own or the start of a new one. Never lose gratitude in the valley as it prepares us for the climb to the peak. 🤗