“Oh how beautifully you are learning the art of SURRENDER, the COURAGE to LET GO in the wild of your unknowns.”- @morganharpernichols .
Enough. This word keeps pumping through my thoughts lately.
You see, this month is officially 5 years we have been going through our fertility journey. 5 years... I still have to take a min and process that number and all that it includes...That is 60 pregnancy tests. 16 fertility treatment rounds. 40 lbs. Thousands of dollars. 11 injections. 1 miscarriage. So much medication. Anxiety. Feeling unworthy. Feeling like I am failing as a wife and a woman. Emotional. Drained. Exhausted. So many hard days. Tired of being that friend...
Let be real, I could go on and on. BUT there is always a negative take away if you look for it right? .
Let me tell you about all the beauty that the enemy doesn’t want me to share.
I am enough- yes I have an expectation that I will be a biological mother to many babies. But the plan that God has for me may look different! It is going to be beautiful and I TRUST HIM. Also, this season and the things we have experienced have been an amazing tool that the Lord keeps using. I connect with women I never knew how to before. I have told our story on platforms to reach thousands. I have made beautiful friendships with these women. I have spoken out in faith and expectancy. I choose to be a light and I choose joy!
My husband is enough- Yes, I have a desire for my family to grow! BUT @sirjacobwhite is more than enough. He is my best friend! I get to choose to soak up every bit of this season of one on one time together.
My life is enough- Life has a lot of waiting in it if you think about it. Right? There is always something coming. If I can’t find a way to WAIT WELL, in the midst of our creators love surrounding me, I am missing out, and will live a very unhappy life. I am going to bloom where I have been planted and occupy my space well. God hasn’t forgotten our story. This is purposeful to God and I am choosing to seek that purpose! .
I AM ENOUGH. Because God. .
Longest post ever 😬sorry!
Photos from last night taken by the great @mikefaltography ! Thank you those who came and all of the comics who spat bars including big poppa honeydew @ryansickler
Until next month!
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Shout out to these beast right here! Proud to call each and everyone of you my teammates. #teamdemolition got some monsters coming to the scene in 2020. Great work today fellas💪🏾
Es normal que en algunos tantos momentos nos quedemos sin ideas🙄 y eso pasa por una razón lógica, nos forzamos y nos obligamos a pensar mas de la cuenta sin tomarnos tiempo para nosotros.
Distraernos, escuchar musica ⏭ dormir, 😴 salir de paseo, son una de las tantas opciones que recargan de energía nuestra 🔋🤯 #creatividad.
Los mejores creativos se han quedado sin #ideas en algún momento y se han metido completo en el barro a grandes escalas, 💩 en 2007 la empresa #intel lanzo una campaña de procesadores en donde mostró atletas de raza negra inclinados en posición de salida ante un hombre blanco. El #slogan con gran doble sentido fue: maximice las capacidades de sus empleados 👎así que no te preocupes si a tí te llega a pasar.
#Instagram no te va a sancionar si no posteas un día o dos, tus seguidores tampoco siempre y cuando te hayas ganado su fidelidad.
Lo importante es que no publiques cualquier cosa por publicar.
Te has quedado sin ideas❔ Que has hecho para solucionarlo❓ Comenta 👇 y comparte tu experiencia.
Mia is a demi goddesses in charge of an empire. Her mother is a true goddess and her dad was a very attractive man. After the initial first night together, they got married.
The mortal man died of old age much later on, but it was a marriage full of love.
Anyways, she was chosen by her mother to be in charge of many of her estates because Mia was known as a very serious character when given real responsibility. She knew her daughter would not let her down.
Mia likes playing pranks on other demi gods and goddesses. She has four loyal snakes that can turn into men, they ruin marriages and are basically a bunch of homewreckers used for the gods entertainment ( reality TV of the heavens ) She also uses her snakes to hunt down other Demi gods looking to fight against her.
Mia likes looking into people's fates and twisting words around on anyone who will listen.
Though she enjoys her fun and games, Mia is a very smart leader, and she is quite serious about leading and caring for her people... most of the time... When it benefits her..
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