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⚠️Real Talk ⚠️
Past two weeks have been awful for me mentally.
I had a heavy workload which I wasn’t able to handle flawlessly... and that really got to me... the fact that I wasn’t amazing and outstanding at my job 🙄
Did the work get done? Yes
Did I make mistakes? Plenty
Did I try my absolute hardest? Dear God yes -
Yet I was furious with myself BECAUSE I made mistakes 🤦🏼♀️
I’m a 3month intern on my first medicine rotation and I expected myself to be flawless and make 0 mistakes 🙄
Seems silly right? 🙃
Because I was making mistakes I convinced myself I wasnt good enough to be a doctor. That I’m “stupid” for even thinking I had what it takes... 🤦🏼♀️
Isn’t that the point of residency?
To make mistakes?
And to LEARN from them?
To gain experience? -
I truly feel the hardest part of residency so far is the mental battle. Accepting that you are supposed to make mistakes and accepting that it won’t come easy ✌🏻
I know im not the only one struggling so I wanted to shed some light on my personal experience in hopes that someone else reads this and thinks “thank god im not the only one!” Because you aren’t. I know a lot of us struggle with not being perfect and that’s just something we need to get comfortable with ❤️
Shoutout to all of my coresidents for dealing with my breakdowns (@hungrycheeseball you are an angel 😇) and all of my friends who are cheering me on from afar. You have no idea how much I appreciate all of you ❤️