Why me ? Why me I used to ask myself.. But then I thought, why anybody else? Why would anybody deserve to go through what I went through. Just 2 days after my 16th birthday shit hit the fan and my life was thrown upside down. In life we always want more and more, in reality after my accident all I wanted to do was to be able to breathe again by myself. To be able to talk, to be able to eat/drink. Lost nearly 3 stone. I didn't realise how free I was until I was confined to hospital for 9 months. The sound of somebody's voice was enough to put me in severe nerve pain or someone walking past my bed would be enough to trigger my nerve pain. I was told I could be on a ventilator for life, just 80 Days after my accident I got my first breath of fresh air outside. WITHOUT A VENTILATOR🖕🖕
The thoughts that were going through my head are unexplainable. A million thoughts a day, but not one thought of Suicide. From the time I realized I couldn't stand up after I fell, it was then I said to myself this isn't the end this is only the start of a f***ing great story. Don't close the book when something bad happens you flick the page and start a new chapter. Don't be afraid to give yourself a pat on the back every once in a while. Your the one who is putting in the work, the work other people don't see. Credit yourself for it. I say it alot and I am going to say it again, your life could change in one blink of an eye just trust me on that. You might read this and take no notice or say to yourself "nothing will happen to me "
I was the same and boom my life changed. So don't take things for granted because the things you take for granted are things other people are praying for. So do me one favour and live a life you will remember. Because I certainly am♥️👊