DAY 20 -4: Gym? This afternoon. 1-Mile? Check +45 lbs. What I Learned: It wasn’t important enough. That’s a painful sentence to write. Curling up in a fetal position and sucking my thumb was more comfortable and more important for 4 days than getting stronger. Must’ve been, because that’s what happened. I wasn’t “too busy,” I had “time.” Work. Work is the addiction. Easy to justify. Almost honorable. But is it? Is it more important than getting strong so I can be my best in every moment, more important than showing my kids strength is the most important thing to attain? It ain’t money. It ain’t love. It ain’t happiness. With strength, you get your money, you find the right love, you go get your happiness. Absent strength, any money, love or happiness you attain is fleeting. Strength comes first. 4 days of hypocrisy. Done. #floridanofilter#noapologies#human Oh, @ericamwalker - count me in.