Sunday's used to be my day off. My day to sit at home and make pancakes for me and my babes with no worries in the world. What I would give to have my life back to what it once was.. Today I'm just thankful that at least I can be visiting with my cats at a friend's who watches them. I can't have my babes where I live now and it's probably the hardest thing I've had to go thru. The constant chronic pain is one thing.. Not having my furry companions there to make me feel better is another. So I'm super thankful I can visit with them often, & today I get to spend the night with them before headed home tomorrow. If only we could still manage pancakes tho 💕 #feels
Should have been could have been would have been, oh bother! Focusing on what USED TO BE is gonna bring you nothing! My therapist said once "you I your old self" and this came as a shocker to me. What's wrong with idolizing my old self? What's wrong with wanting what you used to have? The thing is what I used to have and what I used to be isn't what I am now. So rather then giving my energy to the past and the future I'm giving my energy towards now. The only thing that exists is the present moment. I release the "used to be" mentality and embrace what's happening now. When I began to embrace my therapists words I saw that there was truth in what she spoke. I was only living for what I was then. Thinking I could somehow bring it all back. But the past is behind us for a reason. If we were meant to go backwards our feet would be facing the opposite way. Im here to step forward into the NOW! I'm here to let go of what used to be and just allow what is.